OMG! ATTENTION EVERYONE!!! K i am officially freaked out by the JI member who has escaped from the detention centre. HEHLOOO?? how can he escape? come on people let is be vigillant! hahah! GD luck SINGAPORE I LOVE YOU!!!

Okay singapore is not the only thing that i love. Sumone else i really love oso. HAHAH! Buuhhh... -_-" WOOOO!!! There is no homework today. Well actually there is for me. Cos i've got tons and tons of revision to do. Yeah yeahh.. CA1 is over.. SO?? Olevel is not. Its drawing closer and closer by the MONTH! OKay now i reli noe how disappointing it feels when you reli worked hard and i mean WORK HARD as IN SLEEPLESS NIGHTS AND CUPS AND CUPS OF COFFEE and IN THE END!!!!

YOU STILL FAILL!!! WHAT THE HELL??? Frustrated here.
but im still going strong!! i think... YES! GOO!!!

Lyn lyn... what if i dun make it? You either make it or break it. Obviously i want to make it. so lyn please no distractions. And YOU. u are not a distraction to me laaa.. How can you be?? u motivate me sooo much. But except the part where you push me too hard. No no nooo i dun like that.. MUahahah!! But its fine.. hahah u very funny. Did i mention that i ____ you very much? yes? no? okay im just shy to mention it okay. Just try to undrstand it yourself. Im sure you noe what i meant :]

Pls lemme go gig this sat? pleaaassssssseeeeee :]]]]]
oh yea did you noe that my brother rocks?? yea he ROCKS!! GO BRO!!

I have a brother that rocks my socks and a bf that rocks my life :D and frens who just rocks!! woooo!!! Its just my studies that have not "ROCKED" yet.

suburbancupid; we've met our match :]

Hey hey hey. DO U NOE HOW SUCKISH IT IS FOR YOU TO HAV STAYED UP ALL NIGHT AND REVISE BUT ENDED UP U GET MENTAL BLOCK WHILE DOING THE PAPER??? ARRGGGHHHH!!! that was what happened to me today. And sucked alot. i was sooooo frustrated wif myself that i ended up throwing tantrums and felt like shouting!!! but i contained it all into tears of ANGEERRR!!!!! i hate my brain. u suck! okay sorry u dun suck. -_-" yeah yeah yeahh...

so after school we had remedials till 430 which was maths and malay. After that we all went to lot one mac. WOOOO!! i love the mac there. Its like soooo comfortable :D Oooooo yeaaa.. I saw YASMIN!! HEYLOOO MINN!!! hehehehe. Okay long time no see you girl. cool hair extensions babe :] heheheh. Ya okay so we sat dere talking about stuff. It was sort of an open talk. Hahahha its kinda cool to hear from the guys point of view though. Hahahah how they think and how we think is DEFINATELY different. Hahahah but still it was fun espeacially when yr grp of frens are sooo wacky -_-"

Eh babe. im still waiting okay. hahahah dun go back on yr word uhh.. i tuntot u noeee. hahaha no laaaaa... u bitch! hahah! i wait...

OUH YES! Happy 2 MONTHSSARYY!!! TO My Brother B.K and Big SIS!!! Last long guys! Gd luck! :D

suburbancupid :]

Hello hello. Im just yr average teen saying hi. -_-" Life is boring when all u hav to do is study. Hahahah. I have a secret and it is mine to keep. MUAHAHAHAH no one is going to find out. If ppl find out than thats it. Congrats to you. Hahaha. Yes i noe im blogging differently today. Argghhh...

I still cant believe it. Its been one day. And its still unbelievable. I mean like think about it. Me! u noe ME!!! And you! YOU!!! unbelievable i tell ya. I have a bad feeling about this. its like. very very bad. BUT good. im jus gonna let things be now. i tink ive got competition. BUT what can i say. Hahahahah!

LYN!!! Whats wif me today. Im blogging weirdly okay. seriously. Im freaking out. FUCK shit. Im just trashing around the words. Okay ignore it... Rubbish is rubbish.

Went to meet R.D than he sent me to J.L than he went home -_-" i told him to go up and meet Lydia and anis but he said he was shy -_-" again his lame. but cute. hahahahahaha. Okay laaaaa. den study study study. And yes i was interogated by Lydia and anis. gd job girls. yada yada. and here i am! at home

suburbancupid & Rubber Duckies <3

HAh! Okay i've changed the song again. Well actually i thought.. Ouh okay lets put a different tune cause someone said i'm heartless cause i dun listen to erm malay emo songs -_-" Ok fine. So a few hours ago i put Peterpan's mimpi yang sempurna. But ermm.. Sori pal. Emo just dont go well for me Okay. Mayb you like it but i dont. It doesnt mean that the person is heartless just bcos he or she does not listens to EmO songs? You are mentally disturbed pal :D ANYWAYS... Ive changed the song. So yess. im not heartless and i certainly am NOT AN EMO PERSON! SO STOP ASKING ME TO LISTEN TO EMO SONGS!

Thank you very much.

230208 :] suburbancupiddddddddddd!!!!

Hohoho! Whaddya think? Pro? hahahah okay fine -_-"

Hello one and all. Im back home and currently blogging on today. -_-"

school has beem hell. home time has been DOUBLE HELL. hahaha why is this sooo.. bcos i do twice as much work at home than in school. Believe it or not. Im becoming a study freak. Eeeeeyeerr... I really hope to see results coming from all this. If all my efforts go to waste. Than im GONE! Going far far faarrrrr awaayyy!!! -_-"

i no longer have time for F U N. so lameee.. yes people. My life is becoming lamer and lamer by the hour. BUT i believe that this sacrifice will bring me one step closer to the poly course that im aiming for :]]]]

My hp hasnt been switched on for 2 days and i dun rmmbr wen was the last time i logged into my other accts. Yes i do update my blog cos i tink it makes me feel better by letting out all my rants here. HAHAHA! if i irritate you with my whinning than im so sorry. Just dun read my blog anymore okay :D cos erm.. my post are allllll gonna be about education and motivation for MEEEE!! Cos i tink that im the only person that motivates me :DD Muahahahahaha.

It really does sucks when you hav no time for everything else except school and homework and studies and revision and books. Im sorry to whomever it may concern if ive ignored yr msgs or yr calls. The main thing is im attached to Olevels so im not free. Im preoccupied with revisions and constant date with books. So please undrstand. thank you. clingy...

Suburbancupid.
Olevel is my boyfriend :]

One word;


Chemistry!!! -_-"

Ahh yes and one expression which is nonetherless; the above one.

Perhaps i might not be the first person to say this. But my life now.. Is pretty much wrecked. Okay i said WRECKED. Not destroyed or imma gonner or ermm im hopeless. Noooooo.. i did not mention that.. so im not partially demotivated.. YET.

Its been 2 weeks since i touched my bass and wats worst. Is that i cant even rmmbr when was the last time that i laid my fingers on the piano and my foot on the pedal and yes that melodiest echo that never fails to make me go - woooooo~ Haaa it may sound stupid to some of you but it aint stupid to me. The Piano is my life and music is my food. And yes there is this thing called "studies" now THAT is my digestive system :]

And now i hav no idea where the hell am i heading toward. What am i aiming for. What am i going to do when i like ermm graduated? Scholarships? Take it or leave it. If i take it. What the hell am i leaving behind? All this are like shimmers in a pond.. Its like.. it appears and than vanishes after some time.

Tempting it is. But... What will it result to..

I spoke to a couple of teachers today and some helped some helped too. I was given a stack of chem worksheet. and im proud to say that i completed to sets. -_-" Its a long shot but if the effort is put in but the results still remain the same... what's left for me?

I might take it and leave all this nightmare behind.
But running does not solve anything.
Perhaps it does.

suburbancupid.

Hello people. There is sooo much hw to do. Actuali nt much but just 2 essays i guess. Essay here essay there. Essay EVERYWHERE! School ended at 615 today but other than that, everythings pretty much the same... I walked frm school to lot and took 302 home.

From here i tink i ate alot. Oily food and junk food and more food.
sori yan and farhan for the suckish face -_-"

I tink im gonna take it and be gone. Tomorrow's the deadline and i've made my decision. I duno wether i'll regret or not but at least im something there rather than nothing here ;]

Nothing here and nothing there. Both sides think the same. Think im empty... hahahahah i dun tink so cos i am verry confident that i hav my whole respiratory and digestive organs in me. So that doesnt show that im empty :]] So dont say im nothing ok. Thank you very much. Im bad in math and science and average for the others. So? I noe myself and i noe my limit. Just dun push me. I can push myself. See im pushing. PUUSSSHHH!!! So now ive moved frm one spot on the floor to another spot on the floor. See i moveed. But i respect yr "FRANKNESS". Just dont PUSH me. hahahah besides i wont hav to worry i guess. I'll be somewhere else by that time. MUahahahahaha~ I think...

What the hell. And this nose block and fever and migrain and blur vision have been bugging me for the past hours. -_-"

SuburbancupiD
Im sorry, but i have to leave.

School has been getting sooooo tired for me. It seems that i can no longer bear with the periods anymore. Its like a few minutes into the lesson and my eyes go 3 quarter open... Its hell i tell ya. Now i jus hav to get use to the short hours of sleep and long hours of studying and revising and watever it is. I seriously dun get it why the hell am i studying like hell now and yet i see no improvement -_-" Its like buying a choco dream without its whipped cream. Wouldnt it be nice if i could skip olvls and straight away get a position into poly? :]]] Now that would be AWESOME!!!

i have a choice to make now;
stay or go abroad -_-" i want both.

and thank you anis for that souvenier :DD
suburbancupid

Simple day today. Sat at home till about 2 plus bcos i cant stand the thought of sitting home all day. Soooo I called this (above picture) sis here. Asked her wether she was free. and turns out she is! Woohooooo! Met her at around 430 and we headed out to Lot One Mcdonalds. Okay the mcdonalds there has certainly improved its standard. Enough bout that.

We did our homework + walked around lot 1 + eat some food and than we sat for awhile and headed home.. Okayy dat is all for today. Thank you very much. im waiting... -_-"

suburbancupid;

Ok so i got home about an hour or soo.. Yea yea yeaa.. Brother got his skinnies and bag. Suke arh sukeeeee.. And i got my shorts -_-" and nothing else. Yes and along the way i had cramps as well.. Damn. Such torture... with the big plastic bag walking around town and bugis. -_-" and we took pictures and tadddddaaaa!! there they are. YES! Big sis accompanied me to bugis and penin and everywhere else :D But she was soo fussy -_-"

I personally love the 1st pic. :DDD
-Getting ready for school 2mr -_-" lame lame lame.. Just Lame.
-I DID NOT GET MY BEANIE! -_-"
- And no lydia is not my big sis.

suburbancupid.

Good morning dear readers. Hahah finally i get to say "good morning" haaaaa why? cos i woke up early today. And look At my bacin-self -_-"

Its already the 2nd month of 2008 and yes olvls are coming in closer -_-" Even tho its like 8 months away i dunno why the hell am i mugging now for. Lyn is one stupid girl. And with the HOD's all looking for me... Just let me take my sciences plss. PLss?? There is simply no point for me to take A-Maths and getting F9. It is as gd as not taking the paper. SO i wan my sciences. If not i'll be a private candidate :D CHEYYY mcm ade duet gitu...

Plan for to-day. Still nt confirm. With syahir waiting on the line. and haziq still asleep -_-"

And brother asking me to get him a pair of skinnies and a duffle bag and another beanie..
Aiyaaa.... Duet mane? duet kasi dulu ehhh... MuAHAHAHAH! Upah mest mau ada ehhh. :DDDD Am i evil? NOPE! Just manical.

suburbancupid :]

Hello hellooo! Tonight's gonna be one damn long cold night people. Why? cos erm i hav lots of things to revise and yesss the night is damn cold. Its almost like there is a giant air-corn hovering above th sky and someone switched it on to 16 degrees. Woahh dats tooo cold. ok...

C'N'Y peformance is like on wednesday and DAT will be such a boring thing for me. I just wanna like sit in de gallery WATCHING peformances. INSTEAD of me peforming. Gaahhh... Comeon ppl its like the last year for me. And i soooo cannot wait for graduation. Cant wait to just get out there and give it all i got. Muahahaha.. Isnt it fun to like work and earn your money.. which you can spend it freely.. You noee.. Spend some keep some give some. Woohooo!! Cant wait.. -_-" but b4 that, i hav my Olevels. Bummer... -_-"

I WANNA GET OUT OF SECONDARY SCHOOL NOW!!
heheeee no laaaa. I love secondary school.actually... No i hate it. No i love it.. BOTH!

Try me getting Hospitality and Resort Management in N.Y.P nxt year :DD gd luck to me!!

Suburbancupid :D