I guess you cant really decide yr own fate. Whatever you hoped for so much, does not always come true. You would have to be seriously lucky or blessed with so much happiness in order to get your hopes to come to live.

Unfortunately for me, im not someone who's born with luck or blessed with so much god damn happiness. Yesterday, someone took away my happiness by telling that someone is already someone elses. Go figures man, relationships arent really my thing in the first place. I was dumb enough to pursue this one deep enough. I guess i am at fault as well cause i didnt really tell him how i really felt. Or mayb he just didnt get it. Buhhh whatever it is, it doesnt matter. Im am seriously hurt inside and there seriously arent any words to describe the SUCKYNESS that im feeling right now. Imagine being left behind by someone whom; errghh! I shall not go on. It hurts so much. Im not gonna elaborate :D -__-"

Hello anyone?;

Saturday! :D

What does saturday represents ppl? Heheeee :D It represents an almost whole day out event out with peeps and chillin your ass off after a whole SUCKISH week in school, with TEACHERS who doesnt seem to understand on how WE TEENS obide our OWN STUDY TACTICS and not push us around to go for some SELF-study and pretend to care. But by right they Do not. Well only a certain group of teachers if i must say. Now people, that is what Saturday stands for me. I dont know about you but this is me. Heh

Okay im trying to go on a new slate here. Ive been thinking to alternate my saturdays. Like if i go out today, which i will later. I wont be going out next saturday. ARRRHHH! NOOOOO! okay fine. I can do it! Its all in the matter of self-perseverence. Okay alternate saturdays. Got it!

Guess what? The Shuttersounds are performing at Teck Whye's Public concert 2008 at Singapore Polytechnic on the 7th of August! Come buy the tickets and support US! heeee :D Its like we've made it big like that -_-" Whatever. So i have to do the laundry and than get prep up and Off! To meet Nunu!!!! Nehneeh! KehkEhkeH!

Suburbancupid; falling into your embrace,

First and foremost. The busy schedule of this bore-thing called SCHOOL has been preventing myself from updating this "classic-old-thang" buuhh -_- Okie dokes.

FINALLY folks, FINE-NAA-LLLYY; I got my M.C from schoo. WOOOOOO!!! I had been planning an off-day from school since like 2 weeks ago. And i finally got it! Yeah but only till i had diarrhoea and fever and this one other thing i had to do. Woaaahh, after those things then im awarded with M.c, what the HECK! School's a burden i say, but no matter. Only 4 months to go, which includes till the very last paper of the O's. Yet i must say im not prepared for that yet. But i am psyched about leaving this psycho school.

DPA. Hmmm dont thing im gonna make the cut. Im quite confident that there are other better proposals than mine. But it seriously would be a treat if i make it through. SHYET I SAY! Heeeeee :D

That face! so cute :D

Now people. Thats me and NUNU! Haaaaah! No laaaa. Its just our inspiration. Wendy's just my fav idol of all time!! Apart from Hayley Williams that is. Heeeee :D We had our second auditions just now and i can say it was not so bad i guess. Lets just hope we make it through to Public Concert :D Go Shuttersounds GO! Make it through! Make it through! MAKE IT THROUGH!!!! WOAAHH!!! Well done to Freeplay as well and we all hope that both bands could make it through. And other bands that auditioned as well. School was not so bad and i yes ppl. As they day goes by, my body is seriously rejecting school more and more as it is. Come on body only 4 months left. Then it basically, HELLO LIFE! HERE WE COME!!!!


What happens when Cupid's arrow strikes back at cupid?

What i had was only mere hope. Hopes never did bring anyone anywhere. Hopes never did brought anyone towards what they hope. Hopes only bring you down. Hopes only brings you towards devastation and misery. Hoping that something will happen because you'd hoped for it, doesnt necessarily means your hope is gonna come around.

A girl sitting alone at a coner in her room. Holding her phone in her hands, gazing upon it with eyes full of tears. Knowing that she has lost all of the things that has helped her get along with her life without he, he who has captured her hopes and dreams. She kept on hoping that he'll soon realise he has left her behind and will turn back and come looking for her. Now she has nothing to remember him by. Accept a ticket and a paper-clip-shaped heart; and of course whatever that's left of him in her memory. She prays that by the time everything else fades, he'll come back to refresh her memory with new memories. She hopes that she wont get broken and prays deep down that one day mayb, things'll turn out right and that she has not make the wrong decision for sticking around.

One day, this dreaded girl will soon find that her hopes will be crushed and her tainted heart so broken and feel so devasted unlike ever before. One day; it'll happen for sure.

Last but not least; you,

Hello readers! Thats Wendy Drennen and she's the bassist for Fireflight :D Aint that cool!!?? An Inspiration to mua :]] Why? cause thatswho i am, a female bassist.

And speaking of bassist; The Shuttersounds had our first ever performance in public, which was an Audition for our school events. Hoooo.. I seriously had no idea how we did. People said i was abit stiff -_-" Okay fine i was. Hahahah. Kudos to Freeplay as well for covering 2 great songs and of course their own original song. COOL! And also other bands that auditioned as well. Ah! And thank To Nur Anis Binte Madzlan :D for recording the performance :DDD heeeee thank you!

OKay seriously i am soooo in love with Fireflight and Flyleaf and also Paramore. Muahahahah! They seriously rock! \m/ If not for the O'levels and school this year, i would have done my hair somewhat similar to Hayley's or even wendy's hair :D Nyehahahah, aint that awesome? Yeah it is! Nevermind lets just wait. Ouh yes; tomorrow is Teck whye's first ever " Malam Gemilang (60's era) " And guess what? Im performing! -_-" Im the backgrd dancer for the 2 big-time singers :] gd luck to me. Now what? Im stuck for way too long;

Tell me your're here and you'll watch over me forever,

Take hold of my heart, show me you'll stand by me forever;