Hahahah yes whats with me with these kinda faces. Eheh trying to come out with different faces for momentum WHICH not a single soul has agreed to buy the tickets yet -_-" And currently I have six 15 bucks tix in my hands. Ooooookay. Any takers folks? Btw this picture was taken the first time that I went to Mustafa and bought Me BAGPACK! EHEHEHEHEH! Seriously folks bagpacks can reeeeaaaalllly change your life. Especially those ladies whom keep using the side-bags. Common man, change it!!! Hahahah okay now im bagpack promoter -_-" Btw, Mustafa is AWESOME! Seriously awweeeessssooommmeee. Why? Okay besides the fact that there are "OTHER" folks that roam the area (im not being racists here but seriously, these people really seemed to be roaming the place), the things that they sell there are really like CHEAP. Okay not exactly cheap CHEAP. But Cheap and the best part is that all of the items there are Originals :D Isnt it exciting?? YEs!! Now im jitter-fied.

So I was given MC for two whole days :D YEah baybehhh yeaaaaahhh ^_^. So im gonna update that tomorrow in school.. cause why? Its going to be maths and I can gurantee ya that my mind's gonna go an a Holiday to Vanuzuela :D
Till tomorrow folks.

What are you? Addictive?? I dont like addictions.

Stupid pictures that were taken when kids like us have absolutely nothing to do and there's like a camera displayed right infront of our faces. Hahahah. Hmmmm... I seriously think that my friends are weird. But its friends like these that I love :D Stupid STUPID people. hahahah. Ouh yeah one thing, I'm sorry peanut ^_^V AND please folks, the last picture? Yes I know.. How is it that I suddenly transformed into a synthetic bitch that poses like so? Hahahah it was only a test. And hahahah i think i didnt pulled it off quite that well. Speaking of which, the Theme for Momentum is like PURE VAINESS... I have no idea how i can survive with this kinda choreo. "CikGu!! Salah tarok saye la sehhh". Im dooomed. But the dance sure is fun like hell. Hahaha.

Okay so erm, school has been tiring. With practices that lasts up till four hours and presentations that comes with every class. Woah. Some kind of schedule eyyy. I tell ya, im seriously not coping well AT all. AND guess what? Its back with the "koyok" for me. EHhhhh seriously okay. "Koyok" does work and its NOT only for old people. But I cant wait for Momentum ^_^ weeeeehehehehe~

So the plan for let me see, okay its already considered today. SO, plan is go Bishan to take pictures of the dudes skating and then proceed on to Lavender to collect my Passport AND of to find my BACKPACK! Yeaahhh. OKay i cant those side-bags anymore. WHY? Cause I have "koyok" all over my neck, so that's why okay. I hope i can wake up then.. Heheh.

So now i cant sleep -_-" still waiting for this cacat person to reply me. Hahahah so I have to stay in -________-"

This is my view for the first day of school -_-"

(Ade2 je org -_-") Bk boy

So today was the first day of school, and I must say that I wasnt at ALL looking forward to it. Okay fine its true that I WAS looking forward to school. But like I said, WAS. So yes school is such a bore and its only the first day of school and I've already started to turn into my geeky brother WHOM as a matter of fact, I miss so much. It was his birthday like 4 days ago and he isnt here to celebrate it with me. Bummer man. "oi abang balek boleh?"

Okay so school is yada yada yada. DONE! So peforming later :D Its been so long, lets hope the Jitters won't come and visit.

Ouh yeah, so there's this thing going on about me that I am this HUGE walking SOUR PUSS! Hahahahaha. WRONG!! So soooooo wrong. I can assure you I am not a sour puss. Yeah yeaaahh people have issues. Just that mines PRIVATE and its DEFINITELY not about this certain person. No no no. Well maybe maaaaybeee. But fate is what that decides and fate is what i believe in. So to PEOPLE WHO THOUGHT AND ASSUMED THAT I WENT COMMANDO BRAVO FOR SOMETIME DUE TO THAT PERSON, THEN I GUESS YOU GUYS SHOULD STOP ASSUMING AND CHECK YOUR EFF-ING CONSCIENCE CAUSE SERIOUSLY ITS SO SAD TO SEE THAT PEOPLE WHOM I THOUGHT OF SO CLOSE COULD NOT KNOW ME ANY BETTER AND JUDGE ME SO LOW LIKE THAT??? WOW COOL PEOPLE YOU ARE. PLEASE, I HAVE MY OWN CONSCIENCE TOO AND I TRUST THEM. SO GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT, IF YOU PEOPLE WOULD KNOW BETTER?? I HAVE OTHER THINGS THAT ARE TANGLED UP AND NEEDS MORE TENDING TOO THEN MY FEELINGS OF THE PAST. GET IT? I STILL CANT BELIEVE THAT THE LAST 2 PERSON WHOM I THOUGHT WOULD KNOW??? THINGS OF THE STUPIDEST SCENARIO, AND BETTER YET CAN JUDGE ME ABOUT THEIR WRONG JUDGEMENT. i feel so "ouch", seriously man. OUCH

wow something i have going on here. i guess friends cant be as kickass as you thought they are. But still i feel so betrayed. but no matter, friends are friends and still my friends are the kicky-assiest peeps there is ^_^. Btw APRIL CALL ROCKS!!! WOOOOO~ Their set was nonetherless like i would always say; AWEEEEEESSSSSOOOOMMMEEEE!!

Like a song it melodifies; Like you, it lies.

Okay first and foremost; I sooo love this dude! Hahahahah why? Cause he's BRILLIANT!!! Seriously guys. He's AWEEESSSSOOOMMMEEE and hot, hehee. Ouh yeah foward the vid up till 1.15mins cause he just talks before that. Unless you're a girl and you wanna awe at his other awesome-ness. Hahah hotttTTT. Okay now im just being a bitch. AND he reminds me of Aeron, if only he plays piano this good. Okay Aeron so if you really want my number. Learn how to play piano like this dude. And please do all the homework i give you. HAhahaha.

Tomorrow's going to be orientation and I have to go for 2 dance practices. Im going to die tomorrow. Seriously. Plus i am soooo not good in juggling too many schedules. :[ Heeeeelllppppppp!

The Mind goes on a trip cause the sight of you knocked me on the face;
i hate you -_- so so much -still trying

A piano with a missing key can never be called a piano because its incomplete, and an incomplete piano simply means that its broken. A person with a missing piece from his or her soul can never be called a person because he or she is incomplete, and an incomplete person simply means that he or she is broken.

Its been awhile since ive updated and i figured its about time i get my game back up. Ive been sitting behind this screen, hands still upon these keys and not knowing what the hell that i am suppose to type. I am distracted. Distracted by what? I have no idea. Well either i have no idea or that I am too stubborn to admit it. Either way, I am distracted. I was on my way to work the other day and I hit a lampost straight on, why? Cause I was distracted. I accidentally gave my student my copy instead of his the other day, why? Cause I was distracted. I was walking the other and I tripped hump upon the road, why? Cause I was distracted. I got a first case the other day, why? Cause I was distracted.

So many things that Im not, why? Cause I am distracted by;

Let me see, Our band didnt get to the finals and Mly dancers got gold and My brother just left for Taiwan like 2 hours ago and havent got much sleep for almost a week now.

I am distracted, distracted by what? Now one thing's for sure, I am not distracted to admit to that;

One of the wackiest friend i owe. Longest too. he's a nice dude. But pretty irritating i can say; hahahah okay Ji??

See that Indian guy at the back in orange? He actually gave us ONE JAR of sugar just because syahir was asking for a plate of sugar VERY rudely. I guess this 'mama' felt offended so he so called return us in sarcastic manner by giving syahir the WHOLE jar of sugar. Hehehehehe.

So Its 7.29 in the morning and i havent slept at all. Why? Basically because I'm suppose to meet the lovely seniors at lot one bustop around 9.am and yeap. Knowing who I am and that I'd probably not wake up sooooo I stupidly decided to NOT go to sleep. Hahahaha what can i say. Im a stupid person. I do stupid things, make stupid decisions and stupidly help stupid people do stupid things. So basically im stupid. Okay not that stupid but mayb a little low on the IQ part. Never did passed in the area before. Hmmm. Im weird.

Okay seriously i feel so weird right now. I feel so random and soooo not me. I have absolutely no idea why. Probably because i've been drowning myself with countless episodes of Grey's Anatomy. Good show must say. So many things about life and those 'little issues' that comes along with it. Okay seriously im junking right now. So im just gonna stop here and let us all hope that Teck Whye( not a school i know of) malay dance brings back at least a GOLD.

Im trying my best to pretend;

Wouldnt it be easier if i could just press "a delete" button and erase away all the assy thingys that are happening in my life now? If i could really do that, woah. I'll be like down on my both knees and thanking Allah for it. But too bad, he gave us wits instead. So i guess this mean there's definitely no "delete" button. Awwww man. School's seriously starting soon and im nervous. Mum is very unreasonable. Dad is nagging in the dark. Brother is always busy with life (but nonetherless, always has time for his babysister :D, wait THIS sister) And my babysister is always frolicking in her own little world, cause well at the age of 10. Problems dont go looking for you. Both my grandparents is always sleeping in their room -_-". And myself? Hah. Dont mention it. I have too much to juggle in my own two hands. So dont bother. So you see. This is the reason why i want "a delete" button. Hahahahaha. Wouldnt that be nice :D

On another hand, IT IS NEVER NICE TO TELL YOUR FRIEND THAT YOU'VE MET WITH AN ACCIDENT AND EVERYONE IS LIKE PLAYING ALONG WITH THE PRANK AND THEN YOU SUDDENLY WALK OUT! MAMADDDD!!!!! YOU ASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSHHHOOOOLLLLLEEE!!!! I'll get you back dude. Hahahaha i swear! Nanti kauuuu...

Hahaha okay the story goes like this. In the afternoon, i recieved a msg from Mad. Claiming that it was from his mom and saying that he has met with a serious accident. So currently he's being warded unconcious at NUH Icu. Okay so at first i paniced like hell and called Fi. He said it was most probably a prank since its April's fool. Okay so i eased up a little. BUT when i was at Holland Village with sha, i called Mad's hp and Mael picked up. Saying that they were all at NUH visiting Mad. And i was like WHHHAAAATT???!!!! Then blablablabla. There i was feeling all guilty and stuff. So i threw away my food and went to get chips FOR MYSELF(not for you eh Mad) and proceeded to yew tee to meet them at Mc. So there i was at Mc, and the others were like, "Mane kau pergi??", "Die kat ward 42", "Nk ikot kite lawat die besok tk?". THERE I WAS feeling so guilty and almost in tears.... MAMAD APPEARED FROM THE TOILET!!!! HMPH!! So i beat him to death hahahah. Well not practically to death. Just hit him hard. Hahaha. SERVES YOU RIGHT! NOT FUNNY OKAY?? I was seriously worried okay. So people! N.O.T F.U.N.N.Y;

I know im slow and "belo" and sooo naive and gulible to pranks. But when it comes to my friends getting hurt, I get all panicky and worried. Seriously guys, not funny okay. I even threw away my fave food okay :[ Korangggg.... tk baek tau.... nant korang.... JUST you wait *inserts evil face* MUAHAHAHAHAH! (okay no)
Happy April's Fool Folks!

When it becomes so hard to let go, all I want is the future;