Didnt went to school today. Why? cause i just could not take the cramps no longer. Speaking of which, the day has arrived! Okay i really thought that i'll skip it for this years fasting month but too bad for me. It didnt happened. So looks like im in debt folks. Note to self; start repaying at the early end of the year and NOT 2 months before next years fasting month :D

K i really miss my friends. Hahahah dont know why, mayb cause im missing someone else pretty bad and with no friends by my side i cant really hide my missing for that person so now im missing pretty bad! Should really have come to school. Damn. Raya is exactly in 7days which is in one weeks time. And school ends in 13 days and then its home free for us. Untill the o's that is. I on the other hand is soooooo stoked on whatever it is that is coming my way. I mean like this is it, ten years of education and then off to tertiary education folks. Cant wait :D Ouh and that means lesser rules to abide by ^_^

On my knees

Dim lighted room

Thoughts free flow try to consume

Myself in this

I'm not faithless

Just paranoid of getting lost or that I might loose

Ignorance is bliss cherish it

Pretty neighborhoods

You learn too much to hold

Believe it not

And fight the tears

With pretty smiles and lies

About the times

Thats about it dudes and dudettes :D

This baby right here is soooo gonna be mine in 2 years. I DONT CARE! Ive been in love with this thing since like when?? Primary sch? Just that i kept it in. But now? After seeing this around the streets of singapore so many GOD DAMN times! I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!! I want my liscence! Okay fine i'll wait. Buhhh -_-" Okay i'll start out with a vespa first. That's cheaper dudes. This one costs a fortune!

Anyways, first and foremost! I'll have you know that i stayed up all the way till the wee hours of 3.am yesterday. What the hell for? Baking "kueh" that is. 300 batch i tell ya. OKay one accomplishment folks :D Alright, before that went out with Nunu to clarke quay and then to Marina. Hoping to get my mp3 fixed, but unfortunately it needed the god damn receipt. So my hopes were crushed now i'll have to hunt for it. Next went to plaza sing and bought ljs and off to meet tedd and after that this WHOLE HUGE-MONGUS GROUP OF PEOPLE! okay i was seriously mouth-shut. Too many people i tell ya. But it was cool though, to finally meet the people of paddlepop. Mayb i'll tag along again next time Nunu. IF it was only paddlepop and NOT the whole huge group. Hahahah. Im terrified.

So today i didnt woke up for Sahur cos like i was too god damn tired to carry on. When i woke up my stomach was growling and i totally regretted not having sahur. Errggh! BUT luckily someone decided to online :D ehehehe. so my stomach had all these adrenalene rush and my fingers couldnt type properly. hahahah. But thank you YOU for talking to me. I wasnt that hungry anymore ^_^. Ouh and after that followed bro for some shopping and he bought the dopest pants EVA! OKay thats it. Ouh and i fixed the curtains for Raya already! Eheheheh credits to me folks!

Ouh and your welcome peanut ^_^ great friend you are. I'll get it done soon okay dude!

Thats how you make me feel; get it? potatochips ^_^

Skipped school today. So darn tired plus i dont see the need for my attendance in school today.

After remembering all the facts and little things that you do that make me stuck in the first place. I realise how bad ive got it. Well there's no stopping me now. Should i be weary of whats gonna happen next? hah. I dont know and i dont care. Im just ecstatic that it even began. People kept asking me wether i remembered the fact that this person had broke something that is needed dearly by me. I say i dont give a darn shyet. Ehehehehe. At least the person's sorry. So? I'll take my chances. No pressure or anything. Im just loving every single minute of the past and whats yet to come. That's me. Not you.

Speaking of which; Im stuck to Jason Mraz like seriously. Major stuck onto him. His songs are really sooooo, I dont know. They're all about his perspections towards life and love. These two things are the most exquisite thing ever. And he, being able to appreciate it so much. Is just so wonderful. Besides he's CUTE ^_^

Bella Luna folks!

Quiz

1. The person who tag you is ...
She kills people!

2. Your relationship with him/her is ...
Buds and classmates.

3. Your five impression of him/her ...
she's absolutely crazy, she laughs alot, she talks alot, she's a chem geek
and we have one thing in common ^_^

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you ...
she does memorable things for me every time. good friend you are :]

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you ...
"HAHAHAHAH"

6.If he/she become your lover, you will ...
what? lover no. Best buds yeah.

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be ...
she has to move FASTER! hahahah

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will ...
i'll steal all the chocolates in her house. MUAHAHAHAH!

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be ...
she stole my chocolates!

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is ...
to let her know that she is one very speacial lady!

11. Your overall impression of him/her is ...
i cant imagine life without her

12. How you think people around you will feel about you ...
"What is this girl laughing so hard for??" ^_^

13. The characters you love of yourself are ..
i love music so god damn much!.

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are ..
i'm a very gullible person.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is ...
who would i want to be? hmmm... My brother? eheheh

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them ..
Hey folks thanks for your existence in my life!

List 10 people
1. Nunu
2. Zul
3. Farhan
4. Yan
5. Ail
6. Ica
7. Qila
8. Sha
9. Din
10. Aqmal

18.Who is no. 6 having relationship with ... [Ica]
She's single ^_^

19. Is no. 9 a male or female ... [Din]
He's a potato chip.

20. If no. 7 and no. 10 are together, will it be a good thing ... [Aqilah, Aqmal]
BUHHH!! hahahahah lets find out

No question 21.

22. What is no. 2 studying about ... [Zul]
Erm... Suckish subjects?

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3 ... [Farhan]
Just now.

24. What kind of music band does no. 8 like ... [Sha]
All kinds.

25. Does no. 1 have any siblings ... [Nunu]
2 older sis and a younger dude

26. Will you woo no. 3 ... [Farhan]
AHAH! I wont woo him. I will prank him to death! K no thats evil.

27. How about no. 7 ... [Qila]
She's a female. Common...

28. Is no. 4 single ... [Yan]
His attached to himself!

29. What is the surname of no. 5 ... [Ail]
The vain dude.

30. What 's the hobby of no. 10 ... [Aqmal]
Disturbs ppl?

31. Does no. 5 and no. 9 get along well ... [Ail, Din]
I think they talked with each other before.

32. Where is no. 5 studying at ... [Ail]
Teck Whye -_-"

33. Talk something casually about no. 1 ... [Nunu]
She's a vocalist in an AWESOME BAND!

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8 ... [Sha]
She's my best bud. Comeeeoooonnn...

35. Where does no. 9 live at ... [Din]
Somewhere in Clementi. Unless he moved already. Ahah.

36. What colour does no. 4 like ... [Yan]
He likes colours that are gay-ish. (eheheheh kidding yan) nt sure.

37. Are no. 5 and no. 1 best friends ... [Ail, Nunu]
Oooohh yeah.

38. Does no. 1 have any pets ... [Nunu]
Not that ive heard of. Ehehe.

39. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world ... [Qila]
MAKE WAY FOR THE MOST SEXIEST CHICK IN THE WORLD FOLKS!!

40. What is no. 10 doing now ... [Aqmal]
probably revising for chem paper 2mr.

10 people to do this quiz:
Go do it!

Hello one and all. Seems that ive changed my blogskin again :D The best thing about this is that its more of an orangey colour! And the very vibrant image that stands out. Thats my favourite. It may seem that quite a number of peeps have take in the hobby of frequently changing our blogskins. That includes me :D

Saturday today. 13th day of the fasting month and so far so good. I havent thrown away any days and no sign of it comming. Whhooo! I hope it wont. Prelims are here and im going out later. BWAAHAHAHA Who cares. I care about Olevels more you NOOBS! So dont come tell me why do i go out in the middle of prelims. What the hell. And the smell of the garbage truck is intriguing. Yuck! Lets search for dendeng later. Muahah! sooooooooooooo what else? No moree. Time to go! ^_^

Would i fall all over again? Nahhh! Dont think so;

Guess what?! Im homeee now. Cause apparently History paper finishes at 935 soooooo the rest of us with no DnT headed home first. Pity those kids. When are you guys gonna finish? Nevermind peeps. Nightmare will sure end soon ^_^

Ouh YEAH! One more thing :D It seems that our graduation this year is pushed foward to 26th of september. And guess what?! After that..... WE are relieved of our HELL DUTIES! WOOAAAHHHHH!!! O level! Here i come :D Hekhekehek. At least i can sit home and do my revision with My cup of Joe by my side. heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ^_^

Two events coming up; Muahahahah :S

Another day, another reason to sigh out of devastation... I hate this. ALOT. I have prelims to study for and I tore my book out accidentally instead -_-"

Social Studies and Maths just now. History paper today and i haven look up at a single thing. All the things that ive revised are just old and useless. Probably i'll flunk this one too. All because of a group of people who just doesnt seem to get it.

I HATE it when you say that i dont know or UNDERSTAND what's it like to be neglected. well EXCUSE me ALL this while who was the one who had been neglected??? Ive picked myself up SO many GOD DAMN times without YOU knowing. YOU DONT EVEN KNOW THAT I FELL!! Cause why??? Youre too busy with the person whom YOU think IS NEGLECTED. WELL HEEELLLLLOOO!!!??? What am i? A dog? Dont even know or understand my needs when i was growing up. And how dare you talk to me about not being responsible. What have i been doing this past years since ive turned 16???? GOD dammmmit!!! You think im so bad and irresponsible?? Well dont wait till i really turned into one.

The sad thing about this is; i dont even know or give a DAMN about being "CARED" anymore.
Incase you dont know. That "CARED" is not cared. Its the OPPOSITE OF CARED STUPID!

Tuesday today. And that means more boredom -_-" still carrying on the Monday Blues..



Had english paper today and i think paper 2 was seriously hard like rock. It took me like forever to understand what the passage is talking about. I hope i the passage right. And my summary exceeded 150 words. Man oh mann.. I guess we can kiss my destinction goodbye. Okay so after school we went to lot at first to accompany nunu to popular. In the end both her and Kinah bought something for tomorrow's maths paper. That reminds me, i dont have an instrument set for tomorrow. DIE;

Now guess what. After we met with the guys, a sudden thought came to mind and we all decided to watch WALL-E!! Eheheh i love the starting short cartoon clip! Cute Rabbit god dammit!! Okay yeah and i think overall the show is not so bad. Its sort of sweet and "awwwwwww" type of storyline. Wall-e and Eveee-A! Yeah we are crazy dudes that catches a movie in the middle of our prelims.

picked out 2 random books from the library shelf with your name on it;

Hello world. Yesterday was a saturday which is still saturday to me cos im still awake and it seems to me that its still a saturday although is already a sunday. So yeah. Anyway i spent my whole saturday trapped at home like a common household mice. Okay not a mice, to downgrading. A cat mayb? Okay fine a human being. What the hell am i blabbering about? -_-"

SO! Although i was at home i managed to finish quite a lot of stuff. For example i almost completed all of the topics for my Social studies prelims. Lemme tell ya, it wasnt easy. Sitting hours and hours at only reading excessive educational content is seriously noy healthy for a Teenager. So ive just jepordised my health for studying excessively. Okay lyn that is plain crap. Now i find myself talking to myself. Why is that so? Perhaps my brain is overloading and i better stop now before i completely go BONKERS!

Im off now ^_^

Okay helllo asses :D spent almost my whole friday with ica today. Note to self, should spend lesser time finding a place to study and more time on STUDYING. so yes yes yes.

I started off this morning on remembering that ica had told me about this place she and shafiz had gone to for a lil bit of studying time. So i quickly looked for her on MSN and asked her about the place. So after making arrangements and stuff, we finally agreed to meet up at yew tee at around 330. Soooooo after that we began to make our way toward the designated spot. We walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and got a little bit lost. And walked and walked and walked and walked again. FINALLY when we reached the place, it was occupied by sleeping MAKELS and NYONYA'S TALKING ON THE PHONE and couples and all that sort. We gave up and walked to some other place. When we finally settled down at a spot, we neglected our books and started talking.

Talking bout one topic after another. About how fast time has flown and how people changed and what are we to do after our O's and stuff like that. We basically talked our way through the evening. Qila decided to come over to ica's for break fast so we met her at yew tee and tadaaaaa! Went our separate ways. Had Ramly's for breakfast and shared stupid "SCARY" jokes with brother. How stupid these people can be. Hahaha. "Beh muke die blue (puts down phone)" Ahahah!

I also found out that among us friends, we all have our own personal stride :D

Okay so ive changed my blogskin yet again. Due to some fault that occured in the previous one -_-" Now why the hell ferris wheel again? Cause it holds too many god forsaken memories that im not willing to let go yet. BUT that doesnt mean im not letting go. Im letting go but SLOWLY. That is why i chose this blogskin. Plus its nice dont cha think so? eheheh.

So its the 5th day of fasting month and ive made it full so far :D 25 more days to go. No mood for festivity though. Again this word comes out; O'levels -_-" i bet everyone is sick and tired of seeing this one word repetitively appearing in most of my post. Buhhh -_-" Life will seriously start after this shyet all ends. Cant wait but still im like petrified by thought of it nearing every single hour that passes. Yeah people may see me as someone who cares nothing less but fun, well i can say that all you people are wrong. Cause that freaking cert is all that i care about more then ever and that is why i turned down that offer to Belgium plus other reasons that comes into frame. So i seriously hate it if people judge without asking -_-" Now i am seriously craving for Deng2! :D I think im gonna get some tomorrow! Muahahahaha :D

Remembered when i scratched your name into the sand and whispered to myself that you're the one; and didnt see the tide washing your name away as i walked away. Guess time has washed away your presence from my conscience.