So the day has finally arrived. The last day of 2008. This year has really been something for me, in many ways possible. But nonetheless, all of those "stuff" that happened to me, really changed me a lot. One thing after another. Both good AND bad.

I took my o'levels this year and i can assure you that it was certainly hell. To even making to secondary 4 express this year was an extreme hurdle for me to accomplish yet i pulled through. O'lvls really hit me like a 100 ton truck. I can admit that i was not fully prepared to sit for the papers but i went with it anyways. I have no idea how the results are gonna come out but im sure its not gonna be how i want it to turn out. Still holding my breath on this one.

Friends have been so god damn supportive of me. Although i have a few diff groups, all of them have been so spectacularly kind indeed to suck up to my dilemmas and listen to my never ending "drama's". A big thank you to my whoever you are out there whom are considered and thought of as my wonderful chumps! I LOVE U GUYS SO MUCHH!!!

However to this few people which are needed to be highlighted;

First and foremost. Sharizan Binte Mohd Sakuan; You are clearly my other half and one that knows how feel when no one else does. You had lots of dilemmas in your life as well but u never failled to be right by my side. Thanks for sticking with me for 2 years and i hope you'll stick by me for as long as there is. LOVED!!

Secondly. Muhammad Syahir Khan and Muhammad Sufiyan; You guys are the best buds a tomboyish-character-girl like MUA could have. Thanks for picking up my late night calls and coming to my rescue everytime i got stranded. Thanks for being my personal BOUNCERS! hahahah i love you guys!! Love will come your way bro's i can assure ya! Hingga ke Pelamin yeah?!

Thirdly. Mohd Farhan Bin Abdul Wahed; This doofus right here is the nicest-macho guy i have ever met. Hahahah! Thanks for listening to my stupid problems while i know you ALWAYS had yours a handful. THANK YOU PEANUT! and thanks for sticking up to my nonsense ^_^V. And sometimes you can be really fierce and scary but erm; still you can be silly and stupid! hahah. Although now you are botak, you're still my friend and GOD i think you'll really look like a PEANUT!!!!! hahahah. Things'll get better dude. Your ideal "she" will definitely come your way sometime.

Finally. To ALL MY FRIENDS THAT I HAVENT MENTION! I LOVE YA. BERNOULLIANS! The Clan, The girlfriends. and DEE omg! Although we havent seen each other for awhile but we still understood each other. LOVE YOU ALL! I know im full of nonsense but WHAT TO DO. heheee.

This year itself; i have been in and out of love for 3 times. Out of which i admit that 1 of it holds "best date so far". Why? Cause the date was on my birthday and yes it was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo erm. Booosh. hahah okay watever its over now. Now the other two is erm abit rocky and i keep questioning myself wether they really meant the "i love you" part. Sorry for being so sucky but i totally had enough of all of this. Im not gonna push myself into another relationship and have another DEJAVU again. I donno unless i know for certain that its gonna last. whatever. Im only sixteen and im not ready to commit ^_^V. Fyi; you're the last.

So my new years resolution;
To never fall in love blindly EVER and get into a decent Polytechnic and change the way i dress. Since a lot of people have been coming up to me and said; " You need to loose the rockchick look, when are u gonna start wearing dresses?" dresses?? hahahahh no waaaayyy. And i also plan not to RUN anymore. This time i'll face the music. No more running away lyn hanis. So no matter the results, Belgium is a no no! And WAIT! even if i'd go its not bcos of him. Im gonna update more later on in the day.

Suburbancupid; A big welcome to 2009 ^_^V

Another happy ending cuts like a knife; i guess this is it. No more for me. I give up. No more takers.

Let us review today. Went to watch "YesMan" with brother today. The show was god damn hillarious. Im in love with Jim Carrey again. He's one of the most talented comedians besides adam sandler. YEAH! So after the movie we went to popular and ended up buying ourselves a heaphone each. I bought white and brother bought red, Okay actually i wanted the red one. Buttt.. Nevermind i gave in. Anyways we can always trade right??

I also bought an Agnes B bag online. weeee -_- (i guess) no mood for wee-ings.
anyways i hope you dont feel bad or whatever yeah? If it was meant to be, it was meant to be. Take care yourself shukur - loved;

Hangover after having too much of "working and suntec precious thots for long hours straight";

hahahah okay i didnt really had a hangover. GOD NO! If i did i wouldnt be alive anymore. Mahahah i would either be murdered by my father or i myself will finish the job. So okay. Yesterday April calls had a slot at Arts house, Ultrasound is the name of the gig and 12 bucks is the ticket. Okay firstly i would like the say something here! THE TIX ARE EXPENSIVE BUT STILL YOU GUYS ROCKED!!! WOOOOOO~ GO APRIL CALLS!!! (although i only got to see one and a half songs cause i had to pick my brother and his friends up, WHOM are slowest bunch of people evA!) hahahah kidding. well the pictures for that day is erm not with me (too lazy and too much to upload ^_^) so mayb some other time. After the gig we walked around city hall and do ate at Marina square. After that we sat at the ACM and while i had my sleep, people around me were doing stupid things. When i woke up i joined Farhan, fahmi and haziq in a chorus of "Old Mcdonald". Eheee. hey we actually sounded pretty "harmonious" and we even had this tourist that came up to us and sang along. So after that went back inside for abit and went back out. Another half went home and then there were 5 left. We slacked at the fullerton bridge and laughed and laughed and laughed and laughed and laughed and laughed and laughed. Well i did most of the laughing as usual. Met Mardy at Mc while we had our supper and took the red-line home. Okay DONE!

Alright im suppose to watch Yes man today with my brother but it appears to be that HE is the one with the hangover today. Ouhhh MAN! COME ON~

Yes man Yes man Yes man Yes man Yes man Yes man Yes man Yes man Yes man Yes man Yes man Yes man Yes man Yes man Yes man Yes man Yes man Yes man Yes man Yes man Yes man!

^_^V PEACE!

Okay now of you put it; i truly understand the feeling of "missing someone" hmmm. Yeaah yeaah fine.. I admit. Btw this is not gonna end just yet. Im not gonna repeat the same thing twice.
Not letting go.

Mayb its about to end. i said MAYB only; but no more after this. i am tired of going through suckish things. not that im saying you're suckish. Its just that.. erggh. i dont know.

First things first; work is stupidly tiring.
Secondly; he was never mad in the first place.
Thirdly; Im an asshole.

Okay so its 2.24 am in the morning, Just finished my mcspicy meal :D yuuummmmeh. Hey i eat when im stressed up. 2 days of full shift is really not a good idea. But if that would mean ka-ching! than, it wouldnt matter that much. Eheheheheh. So o'level results are being pushed foward to somewhere middle January. OMG, CURSE those ppl who are in-charge of all this.

Gd luck to firstly; shukur for his results later on and also all my other peeps who are taking their results later. And look and fucking face. hahahah its so effingly round -_-"

Ouh and the stupidest just happened. mahahahahahah Stressed up people let their feelings take hold of them. Mahahaaa. I was glad it didnt happened. And you please dont be toooooo stressed up.

Its 3.31 in the morning and im still up. Its funny that i'll always have plenty to say or think about at this point of time. Hmmmm.. weird huh. When there's absolutely no one to talk to, my mind will cough up all sorts of dilemmas. What to dooo~

Its the final month of the year and sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much has happened. I've almost completed a whole essay on what happened to me this year and i'll find time to post it up. Mahahah you know me, lazy as ass :D guilty as charged. Anyway, i am really looking forward till year end comes and a new year arises. Woahhoo.. Just the thought of it, makes my heart skip a beat or so. Speaking of skipping heart beats, there is one person in this world that makes my heart skip everytime we meet. Awwww.. Give it up for Mr BELO!! Hahahahah. He is the belo-est person ever. Thats why i love him. BELO LOVE!!!

Okay now im being belo. Whatever. Enough of Mr Belo. As i was saying. Next years febuary will really THE SHYETY-EST month of my life. Woahh.. Wish me luck folks.

3 things to be accounted for;

Heya! Quite sometime since ive updated. Hmmm Im still deciding if this should be a lengthy post. Muahahahah. I seriously have nothing to do now and since its 3.21 am in the morning and i can't sleep; so lets just make this a LIL lengthy. Meheheheh.

Okay first and foremost i am STILL not working. Omg yes i know. The entire thing has been rescheduled and i have to wait till the call me. Buhhh. I totally hate this whole wait, will call you back thing. Wth man. In the mean time, i've thought of taking hold of another job which i will be hunting for tomorrow.Speaking of tomorrow, Guess who i'll be meeting? DEEEEEEEEEEE~!!! EHEHEHEH! It seriously has been a long time and i miss her like HELL! Really man. I cant imagine how long has it been since we've met, sat and talked. Hmmmm... VERY VERY LONG TIME. Now lets see, what's next.

AHAH! Let me list down a couple of things that i want. Well not much; but still.

Number One:
FOOD GLORIOUS FOOD!
Number Two:
Well okay at least 2 sets of new clothing?
Number Three:
I want my Yamaha Piano back (if not, a replacement)
Number Four:
New Guitar
Number Five:
Okay there's no number five. Eheheheheh.

So those are the list of things that i want. Not much but no.3 and 4 is surely a hunch. What the hell man. Okay shit. Now im having back-cramps due to the lady thingy. Meheh. OKay im tired. I think im ready to turn in now. So now look and my round face -_-"
Kasut-core :]