My Tourniquet

I tried to kill the pain
But only brought more.
(So much more)
I lay dying
And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal.

I'm dying
Praying
Bleeding
Screaming.
Am I too lost to be saved
Am I too lost
My God
My Tourniquet
Return to me salvation.
My God My Tourniquet
Return to me salvation.

Do you remember me
Lost for so long.
Will you be on the other side
Will you forget me

I'm dying
Praying
Bleeding
Screaming.
Am I too lost to be saved
Am I too lost
My God My
Tourniquet Return to me salvation.
My God
My Tourniquet Return to me salvation.

(Return to me salvation)
(I want to DIE)

My God My Tourniquet
Return to me salvation.
My God
My Tourniquet
Return to me salvation.

My wounds cry for the grave.
My soul cries for deliverance.
Will I be denied
Christ Tourniquet
My suicide.

Yellow by Tanya Chua

Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And everything you do
Yeah they were all Yellow

I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called Yellow

So then I took my turn
Oh what a thing to have done
And it was all Yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
You know you know I love you so
You know I love you so

I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh what a thing to do
'cause you were all Yellow

I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all Yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
And you know
For you I'd bleed myself dry
For you I'd bleed myself dry

It's true
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine

Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And all the things that you do

CompliCated N ConfuSing

Hey hey hey...guess wat 2dae not so bad...cos it has its up n dwn...omg omg omg....for IT hav to grp up wif HER!!! Muhahah lyn....so bad r u....hahax....do ppl care? hahahahaha..crazy r u gerl talk to urself...ok...so.....den de other thing dat i found was...omg so shocking man....his frend of his frend of his frend of his frend which is his frend .... .. OH NO WAT TO DO???????? HAHAHAHA dun panic lah gerl....wat to do wat to do wat to do....im so lyke....haix....nvm bb....very confuse rite now......

CupiD

'U' are My Beautiful Disaster

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He’s as dumb as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain’t right
It just ain’t right

Oh when I don’t know
I don’t know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

His magical myth
As strong as with I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on tight

Oh cuz I don’t know
I don’t know what he’s after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm waiting for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
So long

He’s soft to the touch
But afraid at the end he breaks
He’s never enough
And still leaves more than I can take
Oh cuz I don’t know
I don’t know what he’s after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He’s beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster

2dae...

Heloooo...2dae had a okae2 day..but very upset dat i didnt get to go to watch de me mly dancers at de cheng san fiestari competition...hai...oso de bad news is we lost again...how? why? wat? oh no....nvm buck up...dats wat we hav to do...yeah? hehehe cheer up ladies...ouh ok..den at nite me n mum went to town n mum well she bought an off-white handbag...very cute...but not me enuf...she said we cud share but i dun possibly use handbags....do i? nah...i dun tink so...hehe =) wow...now is already like ll:51...n im not asleep yet....actualy i shud be dreaming by now...but i oso dun noe y but i jus cant sleep...haiyo..stil got de history Mr Bryan (is dis how his name is spelt) assignment...haiya...gonna hav to watch de news which i dun usually do...funi how homework can make u do..=) smile smile smile...a lot has changed lately so many to mention...hai...bubye!

*CupiD*

New things To Life

Hi hi hi... hahahaha...i kinda dun lyk currently wat life im heading now...im hoping to go for a change in wat i achive...hehe oh ya i jus recovered 4rm a very very high fever. ok so i was hoping to start my dream now of being a music composer...hehehe can i make it??? Yeah yeah yeah i do hav my doubts but i reli like composing music...its one of my two so called talents...wahahahaa...hmmm mayb i shud write stories instead..hehe can i? wat if ppl dun approved? haha but b4 i start i reli DO need to buck up on my studies...haix......only maths n science...no biggy. WAH....talk like real only...wen comes to exams...i'll flunk! SO STUPID...erggh....i hate my IQ level so slow...i tink im like de slowest person on Earth....muahahaha slow lyn...anyway if even i wrote my songs...whose gonna sing them? whose gonna showcase it??...i must go find a band! if i were to be a writer i'd hav to find a publisher and all...kind of troublesome u noe..haix...music composing and writer is wat i choose..hehehe