Where do i go from here? I feel so lost. The thought of starting a whole new education experience in an entirely different atmosphere is definitely scaring the wits out of me. Well im sure its going to be a blast but having to adpat from 10 yrs of Stupid "classroom" to a whole new type of education system is well i just cant describe it. I for once, am not good in anticipating change. Changes like these usually gets me sick in the gut. Hahahah well I am not THAT independent, when it comes to things like this; I need sought out guidance :D

And btw; Inside? It still hurts like hell. Why? cause I still find myself lingering in the shadows for memories of you. Yes it sucks to be me. BUT EH! I can say that being single is an AWEEESSSSOOOMMME thing! Why? Cause ladies I tell ya, you can look at all the decent cute and hot guys out there! Muahahahahah. There is absolutely no one to cast a judgement on that fact, why? Cause hell yeah; YOU are S.I.N.G.L.E! You can go out and come home at ANY time you want to (except if your parents has a curfew for you then thats too bad). You can be stupid and crazy and dont have to care what people thinks of you. You get to be all wacko with your COOLIO guyfriends and you can do ANYTHING you want too. Yeap the perks that comes with being a single.

But hey, doesnt mean being attach is a bad thing. Its nice too. Why? Cause you have a very nice special someone to share all those wonderful things that life has to offer with. Isnt that nice? Well obviously there are more perks but I just dont know what else cause I aint got that "other half" yet. So I dont exactly know what else to say. Heeee. But i do remember one thing, you can be sooooo god damn frustrated with something but whenever you think of your half; all that frust will just wane away. (comes in handy when you're in my shoes right now ^_^)
Now? Im slowly turning my back to you. And when my back's completely turn, it'll never come round again; ever.

OOOOkkkaaay. So attached ladies? Just enjoy and treasure what he has to offer. OH! And most importantly, love him for who he is. Cause he'll definitely love you no matter how horrible things turn out. And to the single ladies? Enjoy what life has to offer and stop searching for love, cause love will only come to those who wait and appreciate love's love. And that is; Life, which! is given to us by Allah. So LOVE IT! LLOOOOOVVVVEEE IIIITTTTTT!!! Okay so i had my moment of righteousness. again. hehehe. Lyn, lyyynnn. You think too much. STOP IT! Not healthy okay? Now im talking to myself -_-" Ouh and west coast with the peeps was AWEESOOMEE! Happy Birthday Mira! and of course Nunu too ^_^. OI! I wanna be seventeen ALSO!!!!

Does the thoughts you still evanesce my frusts? yes it does; I just want so badly to move on. Cant.