Few words that i can think of that simply describe me now;

dejected, desolate, dispirited, down, downcast, downhearted, dull, dysphoric, gloomy, heavy-hearted, low, melancholic, melancholy, sad, spiritless, tristful, unhappy, wistful

Okay that's it. cant think of anymore. Woah i never knew that one word can be chained onto another and another and another. All of these simply = Depressed. There simple.

I've been a little bit on the moo2 side lately. Okay fine not a bit, a lot okay? yeah. Why? Let me ask you. Why so nosy? Hah okay. right, now im talking to myself. Answering my own questions -_-". This really shows that im really going bollocks! Anyone care to give me therapy? But i wont pay you. Hahah. Just think of it as helping someone who always laugh and that now? It is as if her laughter was stolen or something like that. So she's only asking for anyone to give her back her laughter. Baaahh.. wth, she doesnt need help. She's an independent being. Always have and always will. She can get it back on her own. i sure hope so;

Okay want to know something stupid that i did? I burned all the songs that ive written :D Ohhhh..... Isnt that cute? Now im all out of songs. And i cant remember any of them. EXCEPT one. One very erm, personal and *DEEP* song. Hah. Okay now i realised that i did something so moronic -_-". Since i cant light something else... i light up my entire songbook :D And now i cant stop listening to this song that is on my blog. "Us against the world by Christina Millian" If only i have the guts to do so; i would acoustify this song and erm. Naahh i'll probably be too afraid to sing it to.

Im still waiting 4 orders to come in. Out of all the agony, i bought a total of FOUR items online :D but the thing is, none of them has reached me yet -_-" AND i wanna go see RJA~ go go go! Now the only thing left, is to get the tickets. heh.