I love taking walks all alone during the wee morning hours. Why? Cause there's usually no one around and the morning/night breeze always loosens up the tension going on inside me. While walking about, i realise somethings. Although somethings are still amiss to me, but still after taking it in slowly about what pan said. I guess he was right after all. (hey i didnt know peanuts are so nice. hahah) So what if things are going so bad here for me. So what if im blah blah blah. So what if i got my heartbroken so badly. What matters is what the mind thinks. If the mind says it so, then the whole body would certainly go along. I know very well that things here are pretty prrreeeettty bad. With people anti-socializing themselves and pointing fingers at each other, WAIT correction. POINTING FINGERS AT ME. Yeah thats true.

I've decided that i have had enough of fretting and frowning and crying. All i want is to have my life back. I want my life back even before "you" happened. I cant always hesitate on moving on. If it was meant to be, it was. Although it hurts a little bit to see you most of the time and i have to pretend that there is absolutely nothing going on. But still time has taken its part, and moving on must be an option. No matter how badly i dont want to move foward. I guess i have to no matter what the situation is. And if things at home are so revaulting, then i have every right to shut up and not bother about it all.
Thanks Pan;

All life's a maze and time surely does falls away but these small hours will always remain;