Okay time check; Its 5.52 in the morning and its either I woke REALLY early or that I have not slept yet. So take your pick. DUHHH -_- its obviously the fact that I cant go to sleep. There is simply NO WAY that I would wake up from a sentimental slumber this early. hahahaha certainly not someone by the name of Lyn. On another note - I've realised that all my updates are like during the weee~ hours of the morning. WHY? The answer to that would probably be because my brain functions better during this timings OR im just plain lazy to update. Heee :]

OH YEAH! Who the HECK claimed that there isnt a single star that would appear around Yew Tee area hmmm? Well sir/ma'am (whoever you are) you're most certainly WRONG. Hahahahaaha why is that so? Cause Ive been out to the Cc carpark and I tell ya, Stars are practically spurlling all over the sky at night. YEAH! And to add on, the moon is in a considerable view amongst these stars. Mahahaha well so much for your "there are no stars in YEW TEE!!" theory. Heeeeee~ :D

Well here it comes;
I seriously have no idea where to place myself anymore. I've been patient and modest with you since the moment you start to change. You go out and search for "money" despite the fact that there were so many things that needs your so called attention. What the hell is wrong with you? Its like you push everything to me and better yet you BLAME me for all the things that YOU did wrong. Why cant you ever see that you're wrong and that other people are right?? The world does not exist in you being right all the time. I am seriously through in being YOUR puppet. Please realise that your time of "jollyness" is over and that you ACTUALLY have a HUGE RESPONSIBILITY waiting for you to tend to at home. And I am VERY CERTAIN that it is definitely not meant for me. Issit so hard for you to see ME live my life out the way a proper teenager my age should be? Instead YOU yourself live the life which was SUPPOSINGLY TO BE MINE and neglect YOUR duties. I cant stand here and see you change no more. I cant sit still while you manipulate your life with FUN and PARTY and RESPONSIBLE-FREE. Its just not okay for me to keep covering for you anymore. Cant you see that Im being the adult here now? and that YOU are turning to the HAVOC TEEN?? Please lady, realise that you are missing out on so much right now. Im not saying its wrong to go hippy-ish BUT dont go till you flush everything behind.

I HAVE A LIFE THAT NEEDS TENDING DO YOU KNOW THAT?! I dont mind doing chores and helping with the folks. BUT please, have some dignity and admit what you've done all this while. I already have enough thoughts clouding up my mind and I certainly dont need your selfishness occupying it. I have my own issues too.

A tree that has lost its leaves; Im only waiting for those leaves to drift back to my branches
WHICH probably wont happen.