Ahah! thx to this Juliet here and of course the designer and a

little bit of mua self :D Ive manage to change my sleepy blogskin ;]

heheh. Wat a change :D hope u like it!

Alright. Today I realise something. Something that opened my eyes even bigger

than it usually is. Hahaha, but its totaly fine with me. I get the picture.

So I took the initiatif under my own liberty to withdraw myself :D

I tink its a wonderful idea dun you? watever it is im sticking to it no matter wat.

Hah! not that you're goin to like call me bck or wat rite? Why cos Ive changed.

Fine. fine. Watever it goes to you okay. I dun wanna argue. And that is why

im leaving. Not that i feel part of it in the first place. I tot i could save the

whole thing. but it appears i cudnt. Its like everytime its settled. there is always

some other thing that comes into the frame. So i tink i had enuf of sheding

my salty waters for you ppl. Yes you are frens, but frens dun control other frens not

to mix with other frens. Doesnt mean that you hate this fren that i hav to hate her

too rite? Yes i did but nw i dun. I feel that she makes me feel worth while

in this so called circle. She and some others. Dun u tink its time for you to

think hard? Think that its not all about you. Others have their own rights. Dun take

that away. If u wan to take away mine, its fine. Cos im leaving. Yes you've won.

Savour the victory my fren. The victory of making the others hate me as well.

I dun noe if dey reli hate me like you do, but if they do i dun mind. heheheh :D

Im just tired of fighting. I tink its time for me to grow up. Jealousy is wat u hav, and

i hope u get rid of that. Cant you see that others hav like perfect circle, even

if they hav an even bigger number than us. So? y cant b like that?

i dun wan to say much cos later i'll get scolding from you. But i reli

wished that we could all b frens. I still wanna talk. Dun shud up forever. Than that

would b a total waste.

Im saying goodbye with a heavy heart. It feels so wrong. but i cant stay any longer.

fighting is not a gd thing. But i must throw me away before you girls throw me

away :D heheh this way i wont feel so much like garbage hahah very clever huh?

well thats it. And gd luck and u girls are always and i mean always tresured

no matter how u guys treat me :D heheh im happy for every single one of you.

Suburbancupid :D heeeee