Friday, May 15, 2009


Hey all you beautiful peeps! Hahahaha. I bet everyone misses me since my delightful aura has not been circulating this dusty thing :] My apologies, since I've been SERIOUSLY BUSY with school, Dance, Piano Lessons and etc. Yes yes, soooo many things. You'd think I'd didnt noticed that I've been neglecting everything else. Ouh yeah, that reminds me; To all my awesome-my friends, LAST CALL FOR MOMENTUM TIX!!! AND PLEASE EH, DONT ASK ME TO RESERVE IF YOU'RE NOT GIVING ME ANY MONEY -__- I would pay for you but unfortunately my money is like everywhere. SO you see, I cant possibly be paying for everyone of you. So please eh. If you guys don't want to go I understand ^_^V.

Okay so how have I enjoyed school so far? I absolutely love my classmates. They're such a horrendous bunch of people, in a good way. They're so nice yet, they give me so many nicknames -_-" ESPEACIALLY DINO! Please eh pakcik. The only modules that I could get my wits on, are only Enterprise and cognitive -_-" Sciene.. Well erm, it depends. MATHS? haha neverrr Ever. Programming, still getting the tick of things. SO enough about class, Dance. I absolutely adore dancing here in RP. The troupe itself, is sucha blast. With lovely seniors like these, I wouldnt mind dancing every day(figuritively speaking okay, please cikgu).
Momentum's only 2 weeks away. Eheheheee, and in between; obviously practices and previews shall be squeezed in. So you see, I am very very verryyyy busy. So excuse my lack of updates.

Half of the year has almost past and yes, I do notice that time does not wait for those who delay around. Time has no means to wait for those who only wish to throw it away just like that. It has no means to wait for those who are more concern in using it like water. So you see time does not wait for anyone and it certainly wont wait for me. I know I have no time for "intimate relationships" during this point of time. Espeacially onese that requires SO MUCH OF MY PRECIOUS ATTENTION ^_^V. So please understand that I dont mean for anything else to happen. Plus everyone knows VERY WELL that I, Lyn Hanis; DOES NOT LIKE TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP WHEREBY THE DUDE, IS SOMEONE WHO'S SO GOD DAMN NEEDY AND DEPENDENT ON ME.

Did you know that the world is seperated by two kinds of women? Split into 5% and 95% by which these 5% group of women, HATE to get involved into relationship that requires those yada-yada's and blah-blah-blah's. Guess what? I belong to that 5% group ^_^ so you and me? No-noo. Therefore I know i did the right decision for letting go only after 3 days. At least there is no attachment made. I know Im being unreasonable, but this is me. I dont change who I am for some random guy which I know is not the one yet. Plus Im getting use to being my only person and Im liking this freedom. Besides, whats past has scarred me so dark that I have kept this sense of security, to always be single and not get involve. DUHHHH!! Can't you see my main blog tittle?? Philophobist :] So yeah. Thats that.

Am I still waiting or expecting for anyone else to come sweep me off my feet? Naaaaahh;

I've already fallen in love with an even spectacular being; The love for Classical Piano. Nothing brings me back to the top of the world then caressing my fingers against the pale white and dark black keys of the piano. Letting each finger glide through every octave, hearing the ringing of every note in my ears, letting the adrenaline rush through my entire body from the tips of my fingers until finally the emotions sets in as I reach total equanimity with my soul. This extrodinaire empahty, only some knows how it really feels like; My passion has never stopped growing :]

Okay up till here then, There's someone playing the piano and is making me Jealous -_-"

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