Credits to sha, and either I was frustrated with the Cake or I couldnt wait to stuff the cake in my mouth.

AND! HAPPY BELATED BIRRRRTTTTHSSSSSDDDAAAAYY TO SISTER EMMA AND A HAPPY HAPPPPPYYY BIRTHDAY TO SISTER IRA!!!
Okay so happy 19th to the both of ya and yes yes, you ladies are growinggg older :D Grow la grow! okay why my wishes are like so lame? -_-" wait! Here's a proper one; May Allah bless you with the world's riches and wonders. And also, I wish you ladies all the best in whatever and hope that momentum wouldnt be the end of our Tarian Relationship. hahaha. Looooooveeee ya. Sister HuDa wait long2 for your birthssday uh. eheheee.

So guess where I am now -_-" whatever your guess is im sure its wrong cause no one would ever come up with this. okay folks, currently im sitting under my void deck all freaking alone, stealing other peoples' internet connection and wondering whether I should proceed up to my house or not. Okay so don't get me wrong, its not that I want to like run away from home or what. I just don't want to go home and find this one person giving me the "okay its time for me to let out my anger at you cause i had a bad day at work and all the blame should be thrown at you" face. Its so fcuking irritating cause why? This person would act as though there's nothing wrong at all with what he or she is doing. Doesnt mean you have the authority, you have the right to shoot me down just like that. After all that I've done and endured just to cover up your irresponsible-ness, you would still say that I was this this and that? Hello??!! I respect you but you yourself brought me up to be very self-contained with my rights and right now, I can assure you that I can only contain myself for so long.

You thought that it was completely legitimate that I had to be on my own eversince I was 7 years of age. You thought that it was okay to put all your issues on my shoulders so that you only had to carry like what? none? You thought that it was okay for you to use me as a tool for your social accquaintency outside. You thought that it was okay to lie to me. Let me tell you;
Y o u t h o u g h t w r o n g.

A person has his or her every right to be what he or she wants to be. A person has his or her every right to have support from his or her elderly when it comes to doint that wanting. A person has his or her every right to get agitated with his or her elders whenever they've crossed the line too far even though their elders, there's no excuse, difference is; he or her does not get the privellage to express out these feelings.
AND a person definitely has his or her right to say that enough is enough when his or her existence is taken as a joke. Because every living thing in this world has been granted a purpose for being here. No matter how small that purpose is, it still IS a purpose and a purpose HAS to be fufilled.

And NO ONE has the right to take away that purpose no matter how HIGH THE AUTHORITY is; no one has that right except Allah and you certainly arent Allah. So dont tell me that I have no purpose here cause I certainly HAVE MORE FCUKING PURPOSE THAN YOU

Okay lemme just confess;