Since yesterday night... it has been coming out over and over again. I cant stop it. Even if i did i get hiccups. It hurts more here than there. I dunno wat else to say. No matter wat i do it dosent happen. Mayb its fated but i duno why i can never accept it. Reasons? can never figure it out. My eyes? all swollened up. It looks like a fishball plus de fact that its already big -_- Why do u keep repeating this to me. If u wan to go just go dun stay and den go. Go and go forever. If u wan to stay since dere's no one else for u den dun. it may not mean anything at all for you but it means a hell load to me. it never came out so much till this past 2 days. i wudnt want to say dats it all yr fault. Some comes from you yet some comes from ppl who dun even noe dey hurt ppl. I duno why all this yrs i didnt feel like this. Now i reli feel unwanted useless ugly stupid extra and everything else. do u tink that way. I dun even noe if u ever even tink of me at least for a second in yr life. Mayb it was never meant to be. But y does it even hav to happen?

Two days. didnt stop
this hurts more den getting beaten up;