Sometimes i do wonder. Why does everyone turn what i say into something else?! I mean its like. Wen i say this. This person will pass to another person a diff thing. Like hello? who do you tink i am? A main course for attention seeking or trouble? Its like. Okayy i noe u need the attention and you want like some kind of comotion so that the other person can notice you. Yess i noe but dont use ME as your tool okay. Who the fuck do you tink i am? Im not yr doll or yr asshole or something. Im me. Im a human being an actual living thing. I breathe the same thing you do. I eat what you eat and same for everything else. Shit man. Dont you consider the fact that i had enuf of all the shit u do?! I absolutely had enuf of being yr fucking dummy. The one who have to tolerate all the shit so that YOU can have the limelight and the like name or watever. All this time i thought u were helping but actually you were the one who puts more oil in the fire. Shit man you. Why?! are you jealous that i hav a job and u dont? and that now i hav money and i actually enjoyed working?! Listen here. YOU have all you want and even more. You already have a future ahead of you and infact a bright one. You graduated perfectly and wat? ppl here actually giv you more den u need. Eh pls i never ever complained when you got the laptop when in the first place THAT MONEY IS FOR MY PIANO! AND THAT I HAD TO STOP MY PIANO CLASSES BCOS U NEEDED THE MONEY FOR SCHOOL!!! Pls laaa u have everything already. Mayb its not all u want but dun u tink i hadnt got anything? My studies are downhill from whr im standing now. And wat? My mp3 is actually a found one. My hp is passed down from ppl. And its broken. You hav a psp. U hav a ipod nano. U hav good choices of wardrobe ppl here giv u more money den u need. u are getting a new hp soon. Ppl here actualli love you. U hav degree. U hav a place in the university. Ppl here are even willing to send you to NYC. U hav a relationship. and she loves you very much i can tell. What else? im sure there is more that u hav den me that i cant recall. I dun want to say anymore. This is the first and last im gonna post about you and stop dere. And yes one more thing. U never ever get yr heartbroken and you never hav to sit one corner and see that the person whom you love so much get on wif another person. U never had yr hopes shattered. U never hav to sit one corner and see that there are other ppl that hav more than you and that you hav to work so hard to get it. You never had to wait for someone for at approx 2yr 7 months and the fact that u still hav to wait. y? bcos u cant 4get this person. U never cried yr eyes out bcos u hav a hell lot of probs. U never ever get criticise for yr looks. and you never hav to worry that u won get enuf sleep cos u noe u hav no probs to tink off. So dont u tink u had enuf already?

All i want now is for all of YOU to leave me alone and let me by my own. I am better off without ANY of you. Would u even care if i gone missing one day? The fact that i actually took off and be on my own on the streets? The fact that wen i reach 21 will u care? will u?

Shit ass. How ironic of u to say that u cared