Just got off the phone from an old friend. Hahah not that old. He said i should be weary of my feelings and not get too carried away. (Hmmmmm.. mayb i shud) He said i should not be too complacent with myself. (Correct) He told me to let go of some things since he thought that the thing that should be let go does not want my company anymore, but only sacrifice. ( Mayb true, i dont even noe wat is going on) Finally he told me " Do not let your conscience take over my feelings. If you really do think so, then go with the first thought that came to mind" ( Woah good words ) Then he asked me this, " Do you have feelings for him? Or you can't cos you felt guilty of what you did to another person??"
( Okay than i was like, erm? Okay shit! I really ( 'Insert something here' ) this person BUT its unfair to this other person. Just because it started from a crush and the feelings began to fade away. But him? Its ! Its like when he looked at me in the eye, i was like, Oh SHIT! not again! He really listens to me and he sound so sincere. Mayb not but who cares! Hahahah thats how i feel but im sure he really is. So? Whats stopping me? STUPID sub-conscience of mine. )
And finally he said, get out of your stupid conscience and pour your feelings for him. And i said, " KAU GILER?!!" And he laughed and said " Tk its just a suggestion. Dont throw away your second chance lah KECIK!" Then i said " BYE la SLENG!" And that was it.
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