Good Friday. How good can it get? hah. since its already a saturday, that i'll blog about wat happen yesterday which is just nw cos its only 24 mins pass friday. OKay back to topic.



Not much. Woke up a little bit off the jix but i guess its ok. So had my coffee and toasted bread. I tried to look for the newspaper but it wasnt dere so no news. Den after 2pm i went out. We walked about everywhere. Not quite everywhere but somewhere. We ate pizza and yada yada. walked about again. And then went home. blah blah blah. i oni managed to take a picture of my drumstick.

You're someone special whom i thought i'll never be able to meet. Let alone date. It was wonderful while it last. I never thought you would cry for me but why did you have to lie about someone else? Even if you are in a relationship at least tell me instead of saying that you still love me after the breakup and cared for me so much. Your words will never bring me back. Do you know how much it hurts? After you gave someone something so special and then you take it away just like that? whats hurting was that you are the only one that made me feel so touched with your sincerity. And now i can never have that feeling back even if you were to give it back. I dun want it, I dun want it back. I can never accept it back. Its not going to work between us. We've been in this situation too many times before. That means that its not fate. Besides, i think she's way better and more of your "standards". I dont want yr love anymore. Give it to her not me. Even though this has scarred me deeply, my feelings still remain the same. They'll never change.

yours truly;