Ok right now? I'm suppose to be at work but instead im here. hah. y cos im sick. Look there's no reason to b at work while yr nose is like full of mucus and yr throat itches like hell. So isnt it better to b at home and sleep? yea dats right. Oh man how i wish i could come along with my grls to geylang now. shoosh. ok im sick. so stay home and b a gd sick kid would b. ya n i still need to go to doctors later. how troublesome can dat b. wheww results gonna b out soon. how will i do? will i fail n drop N.A? Dad says he doesnt mind that much but deep inside i noe he does mind. ALOT. wif bro successing so well. And sis excelling very well. I reli am the runt of the family -_- but thats wat made me... me.

Hey it sucks to be me. There is absolutely no way i can deny dat. Ask around, ppl will surely admit that my life suck. duuhh being erm so called not nice?? k. watev. i dun mind at all. But yeah being stupid in academic is reli the downfall of every singaporean in singapore. its like ppl could literally die for an O'level cert. Not to mention to b a diplomat. me? i dun even noe if i can make it up nxt year. whr the hell did i go wrong? i keep asking myself this but i still cant figure out wat it is. till erm jus nw. ive been so stupid. thinking and thinking every single mint. dat i even loss myself in classes. i shudnt hav been thinking. now, i suffer. i cant go anywhr rite nw.

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