Yes yes heylo after like a very long time of not updating. reasons are always de same. no need 4 me to explain -_- its always de usual. damn me 4 being so lazy. see if i care. hahahah. NOT! yes ok alot of things hav happened. example techers day, excursion to that army open house. ouh and did i mention that ive been damn sick 4 de past few days? ahah. exactly. never hav i been this sick b4. muahahah. sore eyes! fever! flu! throat infection! bodyache! yeahh i tink dats about it. hah! beat dat! ok? ya ok.

and you. ahah! yes u. lemme tell u sumthing. its been real hard and i mean real hard for me to get hold of myself bcos of u. i tried to let go but jus cant. i dun even noe if its really you or not. omg after one week plus of disappearing den u like talk to me consecutively. like 4 de first time YOU actuali made de move first. i mean i u even aware den im reli sick? are u? are u? huh? sometimes i jus wished dat u weren't so sweet. but i find u a little sour as well. hah! cant u like read between de lines? ya like if i reply late does not mean dat i dun wan to reply at all! means im sleeping bcos im SICK. but im marveled at how one msg frm u can make me smile even beneath all this suckish disease. or de sound of yr voice can make me laugh even after taking the most bitter medicine of all. sumtimes even thinking of u can make me smile or giggle me to sleep. i dun even noe if u noe. and i tink its best if it stayed dat way. cos it'll never happen and im not gd enuf :] but im jus happy to hav met you and dat u filled my emptiness and that u always filled my thoughts wif u.

Nice knowing u; Fren