Hi, past few hours since i've came bck frm school is tiring cos umm jus nw nw mly dance den stop by at dikir den after bought old chang kee. den went home den on de way lydia called...nyeeeheeeheheh so great to hav her BACK!!!! ya ok. im like so de damn moody rite nw bcos i duno y. but i noe im tired cos i jus did a crash course on hist. Errrr k...

K my feelings?
Ya i jus knew dat all dis while i hav never ever changed my feelings...it has always been dere all de time... even tho i tot its gone but its still dere. for 2 years and 3 months and 2 days. do u noe how long is dat? ya i duno y i kept waiting and waiting..alwaes thinking dat dere might b hope again...but ermm i dun tink so...im jus on de verge of giving up. ya saying is much more diff den doing i duno la how to let go...its jus de same as taking yr heart out or ermm jumping out of a 20 story building and hoping dat u wud land on de ground perfectly fine witout broken bones or anything. definately dats impossible ok. k fine i admit and i noe im being so fucking stupid jus waiting and waitng...den u kept giving me hope budden after dat its gone...k i dun wan to tink of dis "thing" anymore.. headache heartache stomachache its all dere.

CupiD
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P.s: YEAY LYDIA'S BACK!!! =))